i said i'd go to bed, but in this ambient light of a candle, and in the sounds of music in contact, I am just paralized. I haven't spoken to you guys in a while. Well, what can I say? I've been paralized more and more. And surprisingly, not by the computer's light waves. More by things like time. I only have so much time, and I'm glad you guys are my friends. and eachother's friends.

ugrrrrr, sarah is in russia -.-

i have learnt so much this past semester - i got my report card. now i am taking chemistry online. This is 2011. I miss everything about it, but time won't give me a refill. I can honestly say it was my best semester ever. By the end, everything just became that dude with the comfy borrowed socks and no more pimple on their back. Instead, radical got their slice of eternal taosim.

Ok, what i mean is.

Things are shitty, alright let them be shitty. They aren't. Haha, wow, shit has you fooled. You are falling down a water fall, I am falling deeper - will the bottom hurt? Never, there is an oasis all around you, you aren't falling, you are in the hands of H2O, and you can never hate each and all one. You will love them at different ratios, by whichever touch they hold you. It can be fresh, or steaming, down a drain that smells like fruit loops, or even sausages. The dogs ate them. c'mon, you can compose a song if you dont like dvorak, but you know that you are in an oasis of raspberries and penguins. This is it, that's the spot.

Ok, no moral to this story. I just wanted to tell you what had been going on. And the moral, is that the ambient music won't end, its simply an ongoing occurence of events, like the never ceasing issues of vogue, that really don't say much except what sock to put on for your friend of brother love (in which spectra, we are never definitely labelled). NO, you dont have to know much about the science book, I want you to know you are red, in too many ways.

All of you, all of 'Em.

=)

happy 14 of july. Peace O+Y